Hey !

Anyway yesterday was Halloween ! Woke up in the morning to go for work, which is still pretty much the same, except there's a bit more disappointment and something new as well. After that I went to meet Ming Hui, Aaron, Shi Min, Ben and Dudley to watch Michael Jackson's Movie "This is it". Basically the whole movie is made up of footage of the rehearsals that Michael Jackson had for the concert "This is It" before he passed away. Basically you would see the most of the songs and him performing them, which is something like a concert format. What is unique though, was that they also showed the way he expressed himself during the rehearsals, the childishness, the abstract way he feels towards his own performances, even the way he gets involved in every single detail of his performance preperation, arranging and making sure of everything such as the music keys, the dance steps, the dancers etc etc. I guess you could see the motivated and driven him, and though he was eccentric in the way he expressed himself, I guess you could also say that usually the best humans in the world are more often than never born eccentric. MJ was that person.

After the movie, we made our way to Clarke Quay's Burger King Grill Bar, which is a new marketing idea of Burger King. Basically they sell two or more different burgers compared to other normal Burger King outlets, and you get to order beer with your meal as well. Plus something to note would be the burger that actually allows you to create your own burger, how many patties, how much lettuce, whether you want cheese or not etc. I guess this is something that MacDonald's and KFC have yet to come up with. Anyway the burger is delicious, but humongous (I ordered this burger called XXL Grill Burger, which is about the same size of a Carl's Junior Burger). After dinner, we made our way to Double O for our clubbing night.

This is my first time actually spending Halloween at a club, so I did not actually dress up, but you can find all sorts of wierd dress ups in the club itself, such as nurses, doctors, school girls, monsters and ghost etc. There were 2 particular ones which actually caught our eyes, a Taoist Priest, and a Cookie Monster ! Hahah anyway the clubbing night was great ! We all had a lot to drink, and everyone was there ! There was the marist guys, Ben, Dudley, Aaron, Ming Hui, Myself and even the rare Josh ! Adam was also there, with this headdress from Iraq. Haha. My poly girls Chiew Peng, Peiyi and Grace was there as well, while Dudley had his uni frens come as well, such as Michelle, Dud's girlfriend Sabrina, Andrew, etc. I guess we all had a lot of fun, especially when it was upstairs. The sad part was that the aircon was probably down, so the dance floor was crazily warm ! Miss Lim kept complaining of it being warm, and she was a bit crazy close to the end of the night. Haha. First time see her like that. Haha. Peiyi and Grace danced a lot as well, and even Joreen (Huiting) and her uni friends came as well to join the fun. The music was not bad, not too shabby, and the crowd was crazy ! Haha. I really enjoyed myself, and I'm pretty sure the rest of the peeps enjoyed themselves as well.

And now, to blog about work. It was end of the month yesterday. Work's been pretty disappointing for the past few months, and I can't seem to work things out. I guess I've been pretty distracted as well. I'm not sure if I mentioned this in my previous posts, but I was pulled into this EAC (Employee Action Committee) organising committee for the company, and basically the function of this committee is something like SB club when I was in poly, to organise events for the employees of GE Money. So I was pretty tied up organising GE Family Day at the start of the month, and now I'm like hooked on organising GE Dinner and Dance, which is happening on 4th of Decemeber 2009 at Sentosa ! You could say I enjoy the organising part more than work itself, because it was what I used to do in poly, and I've always enjoyed things like that. However things don't really work the same. In poly things were much simpler, whereas in GE, because its a business, everyone is busy with their own work, and its not as united as compared to SB Club people in the past, but thankfully, for both events, I really had great committee members as well as great leaders to lead us through both events. So I guess I learnt a lot. Plus thankfully TT was there throughout for both the events, and I can say, I'm totally not creative, so luckily TT is more creative in the designing part, since both of us is under the publication and communication side of both events. But this organising thing has been occupying my mind so much that I kind of lost track of work itself, so this month I was really struggling to try to hit the top tier as well as with my inner demons when it comes to pushing myself to fight for a better score. Occasionally I get upset with my poor scores and unreasonable customers, but I come to realise its all part and parcel of my job, so I got to push myself to cross these barriers and make myself a better worker.

November starts today, and in a month or so I'm going Taiwan ! Haha can't wait seriously. I have been looking forward to this break for a long time, so I seriously can't wait for everything to happen ! Haha. And very soon its December again. Time seriously passes so fast. Last Christmas seems to be just last month, when we spent Christmas at the hotel itself. Life's moving so fast, but everything seems to be falling into place.

Wonder what's next ? Haha.

Oh by the way, I'm super hooked to this two songs:

You Belong with Me - Taylor Swift

Officially Missing You - Tamia (I like the version by JS too !)

I have another song called I'll Move On by Olivia, but I can't find it on myflashfetish (my blog's music Player).

Seriously super nice songs ! Added these 2 songs to my playlist.

Okay blog another day. Enjoy the music !!

Hey.

Decided to blog out my feelings recently. Lately I've been angry at a lot of people. And I've been thinking about it a lot. Whether its right for me to even be angry, or should I just look at things in a different angle.

I guess for some I know its pure disappointment, so I clarify with the person and let her know the disappointment. But for some, perhaps this anger is just long due. I think I shouldn't just keep letting it go and think that its fine cause its not. Seriously pissed.

Just simply hate this feeling.

Damn.

Blog another day.

Hey.

Sorry for not blogging for such a long time. I've been pretty busy and at the same time lazy as well. Haha..

Anyway for the past few weeks I was busy preparing for the Family Day event that happened yesterday. There was a lot of hiccups and last minute "surprises" along the way, but I'm glad that everything worked out yesterday. It was more of a family day cum Futsal Tournament at the Cage @ Kallang. Anyway my team and I managed to get third in the competition, and I'm really glad that we achieved so much. I guess there's a lot more room for improvement for all of us, but I'm really glad that the whole team put in so much effort to play so well yesterday.

Wanted to blog a lot more, but I'm not really feeling best of moods lately. I don't know what to write, or what to do.

Sorry for the abrupt end to this entry.

Blog another day.

See ya.